18th
I’ve been runnin around…
always lookin down. I hope it’s gonna make you notice… I could use somebody. Someone like you… I think I should start all of my little notes with a song lyric. So. Brandon didn’t tell Mrs. Huffman that I wasn’t going to state, but she wasn’t too pissed. I had to pay a $5 drop fee. I had an alright day. I think that seniors should have Tuesday off every week. It was just a nice little break. So I was talking to Hope today and we were talking about how virginity is such a big deal with our society (all socieities?) Why? I was reading up on wiccanism last night. The Goddess is symboloized by the moon. The moon waxes (the virgin) the moon is full (the mother) the moon wanes (the crone). I was glad to hear that Hope wanted to go live in Avalon too. On the subject of virginity I got some disturbing news today. Although I don’t take the uber “you-must-marry-and-have-standard-sex-with-one-partner-of-the-opposite-sex-solely-for-procreation” train of thought, I do value the notion of virginity and am sad when I here about it being misused/used in a hurtful way. It’s interesting how sexuality can destory or complete a relationship. I figure that it’s like building blocks. Sex is the top block, it can’t be the bottom or everything will collapse. I turned my MWSG in the earliest, so I got a chocolate bar today. I also wrote a pretty bad ass essay for The Collector. It’s an excellent book and I would suggest it to everyone. I actually appreciated the essay because it forced me to critically analyze Miranda’s charachter and I found that I hate her just as much as Ferdinand. Interesting…although I idendtify a lot with Miranda. I’m annoyed that some much stuff is going on this weekend. I suddenly had invitations to go to this party and see this movie… It is nothing I would give up the opprotunity to go on this retreat which I need… Speaking of which mom randomly decided to tear into me with the whole “does anyone ever ask you why you are so indecisive” and “it stresses me out”. Blah. I really should try and be more patient with her. It’s just hard to sit there and let someone rip into you, especially when they are making completely irrelevant, illogical, and unneccessary stabs. Like really. All the time…she just has to find something to be stressed about always. I lament that I can’t bite my tongue more often. I have to write my speech for forensics. I think I am going to write it on how the individual and humnanity as a whole could benefit from learning to valuse minimalism. I would analyze the physical, emotional, and spiritual benefits/harms of having simplicity and clutter respectively. Natural beauty is the best beauty there is… PAPA COMES HOME TODAY! We also have to go to Shannon’s pasta dinner. Hmmm. Well. I had more to write, but I got interrupted because Shannon had to you the computer and now I’ve lost my train of thought… Shortbread girl scout cookies and green tea is probably the best combo I’ve ever come up with hmm. That’s all for now.
